Player #161

An Observation made within Sam Spratt's "IX. The Monument Game" - I am struck by the thought that the the observer is not separate from the thing observed. We have, at all times, both a desire to transcend ourselves and remain at war with ourselves and the world. I have given my life to shooting the world from above and at the end of all my searching found that the freedom I was seeking was from myself. I wasn't separate from the disturbances below, I was a part too. I was longing to come home to the child in me, to peace. So much of "Growing up" is really growing down.